The Dancing Cake...!!!

" MOMENT is the most confusing gift in the world...
Because you can't give the same moment again to anyone...
But once you give it that person can't forget it ever...! " 

   It all started a day before my best friend Sameer's birthday (30th August 2012).The one who knows me upside down & my all time supporter.I was thinking what to gift him on his birthday..? But no idea touched my heart.Finally thought of baking a cake for him & visualized a charming smile on his face.

      I had never entered into the kitchen & cooking wasn't  my cup of tea.So, I asked my friends Foram (Gigli puff) & Sneha whom I call "The Professionals in Cooking" to guide me.All plan was set. I called Sameer at 11.40 pm so that I could wish him first. At sharp midnight I wished him & my excitement level had reached its peak.

      The was all ready from the morning & was very enthusiastic. By luck, my second lecture got cancelled. But Foram couldn't turned up cause of some problem. I with Shweta ran home quickly, made list of ingredients & came for shopping. But all grocery stores were closed as it was friday. Without wasting a minute we rushed to the shopping mall & arranged ingredients.

       All ingredients were in place & we were all set to start but Sneha was also gonna come late.It gave me a "Mini Heart Attack". Me along with Shweta started the preparations. Everything was going smoothly but the time was ticking.Now it was the time to bake the cake.I was just hoping & praying to god that everything should go in place.I was eagerly waiting for the Sameer to eat the cake & a big smile on his face. All I was doing was waiting & waiting for my cake to get ready.The time was running rapidly & my heart was pondering ten times faster. On the other hand Sameer was calling me continuously & I was giving him excuses each time to make him wait for me as my cake wasn't ready. Each time I went to check my cake it was dancing in the mold. Now I was completely tensed about what to do ahead...?Was completely nervous on what to do next?

       Sameer finally called me stating that he can't wait anymore he is directly coming at my place & I couldn't stop him.Now my cake was looking okay & it was the time to remove it from the mold. I prayed to God that it should come out in a proper shape.Meanwhile,the bell rang & my friend opened the door & Sameer directly entered into the kitchen. I held the mold upside down & unexpectedly the cake got shattered all over the plate and seeing it my heart was in my mouth. But somehow I controlled my emotions & managed to shape the cake. I did the icing & placed the candles.

    Sameer was so happy on seeing the cake I made. He made a wish,blew the candles & while cutting the cake, came an innocent smile, a God's smile...!!!Seeing him so happy I was completely satisfied to make him feel special & by God's grace cake was tasting yummy too.

       And this was how my DANCING CAKE made an priceless memory for us...!!!At times we try to do something which we never had done before,JUST TO MAKE SOMEONE FEEL SPECIAL...!!!

       

Its no longer " WE "

It was always WE
WE sat together...,
WE shared together....,
WE understood each others silence too...,
WE consoled each other.

But now our FRIENDSHIP seems to be a HISTORY...
Its no longer WE...,
Its now YOU & ME...!!!

The bond between us no longer exists.
Now-a-days whenever i look back...,
I no longer see YOU....!!!

When I needed you the most you were not there...
When I actually wanted you to understand my silence you just didn't...

The magical essence is just lost.....!!!
Its no longer WE
Its now YOU & ME...!!!

Things never come easily

In life you cannot achieve anything easily.

It takes lot of continuous hard work , 
passion and dedication to complete a task.

As we get closer and closer to accomplish our mission ;

Our difficulty level rises ;

This is the exam to check our patience towards our task.

We are very close to our task but because of rise in difficulty we feel of giving up and to leave the task incomplete.

We make ourself understand that the task is impossible to complete.

This is the actual point which decides are we capable of doing our task with full determination or not.

Without going through challenges and struggle we cannot come up in life...!

The best thing to achieve success in life is believing oneself and having a positive attitude in life..!

Everything has changed

Things  have  changed...
We  ourself  have  changed...

In  school times  we  just  had  a  small  chocolate  but  friends  to share  with....
And  today  we  have  the  whole  chocolate  but  all  alone  to  have  it...

First  our  silly  fights  use  to  stronger  our bonds...
But  now  our  fights  are  full  of   false  ego...

We  use  to  enjoy  laughing  unnecessarily...
But  these  days  we  even  think  to  smile...

Friends  were  made  by seeing  inner  beauty  of  the  heart...
But  now  we  choose  friends  by  seeing  their  status  and  money  power...

Now  FRIENDSHIP  has  become  a  MYSTERY  as  it  has  become  a  HISTORY...!

There's No Forever

It was not so long ago 

when I thought I'd never meet someone like you. 

Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control

 Believing I'd never fall.

All my life I thought no one would 

melt a heart like mine. 

A heart hardened by the past, 

protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling without even knowing.

Only to find out too late I have no choice but to

accept my fate.

I could dream, I suppose forever,

I could hope there will never be any 'us',

that's not our destiny so I wake up to reality.

 

I lied when I said I didn't love you, 

that my feelings for you are through.

I lied not because I wanted to but because I love

 you and I still do.

I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I just have to 

let go. 

I can't hold on much longer 'coz for us there's no 

forever.

I'm Lost...!!!

Don't know whats happening to me...

but can feel the change from within...

Can't express how much i miss our friendship...

those golden days of sharing of my tiffin,pity
fights,late night talks,stupid jokes...

The thing i miss the most is my smile seeing you 
happy & a sudden change in your behavior...

Finding for a shoulder on which i can cry and
share my pain...

But unable to find any...

Things have changed from now & me too...

Don't know for good or bad but has & probably for bad...

Can't trust on anyone from now on...

But a wish for you that you may get all happiness 
in life...!!!

Don't know why...?

This poem is dedicated to a very special and dear friend of mine..!!!

Don't know why..?

          But want you by my side..

Don't know why..? 

          But want our hands to be  intertwined  forever..

Don't know why..? 

          But its just you who comes to know I'm sad from within..

Don't know why..? 

           But its just you who turn my tears into laughter..

Don't know why..? 

            But its just YOU...!!!

All Alone

Things have started to change gradually....
From within the bonds have started getting loosen up 
and my world has been upside down...

My world always began with friends and ended up there...
But they didn't treated me as i belonged to them...

I stood by everyone whenever they needed me...,
Sometimes kept aside the enmity and helped my enemies too...

I tried my best to understand their pain and emotion...
Supported and encouraged them all times...

I ain't able to reveal or express my pain...,
As don't want them to get tensed for me...

None of them ask me the reason of ma changed behaviour..,
or couldn't see me being fake...

Every night its just me and my teddy bear...
He is the one who i hug and share my sorrow with...

By doing all this what I get...
Is being ALL ALONE.....!!!

YOU are the one..

You're in my dreams every night,

You never skip a night, 

You don't steal spotlight,

But you are always there...

I've never seen you in real life,

Only when my eyes are shut,

I want to see you,

When my eyes are open...

I want to find out if dreams do come true.

This is the perfect test.

So if dreams do come true....

You will be mine,

So come out wherever you are MY PRINCE  CHARMING....

You are the one...!

True Friend..

You made me laugh when I cried so hard..., 
You gave me bracelets to cover my scars...,

You held me close when I was so cold....,

You offered a comforting hand to hold...

You picked me up whenever I fell...,
You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell..,
You answered my calls in the darkened night...,
You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight...

You rescued me when I was drowning in pain...,
You placed me back on the right path again....
You loved me forever and stayed by my side...,
You entered my heart as an angel to guide...

You are the one who made me so strong...

You are MY BEST FRIEND...!